It is now May 9, 2008 which is kind of crazy to me. Time flies by.... anyways, about a year ago, I did a six day fast and I went from 132 to 122.5 in about 6 days. Today I am currently 135.8lbs before having my morning water and coffee... I really want to be in the range of 110 to 115... I am only 5'2''. Basicaly what's been going on is that I've been in school from about September of last year until now and May 21 is officially my final day of SCHOOL. I will be graduating with a B.A. in psychology, which saddly I have realized does not mean all that much unless I want to go on to get my Masters degree. And I may do that. But to be honest, my gifts really have nothing to do with school. I am highly, highly intuitive and empathic and I just know things about people immediately after speaking to them for as little as 1 minute. I want to do something with these gifts. I also love Feng Shui and would like to go to school for that...
But anyways, I am confused, I feel a little lost in this big crazy world and I really feel uncomfortable in my body when it is at this weight. I desire to be a comfortable weight and to wear dresses and skirts, etc. But fasting is so boring! I get so bored and I dont know what to do with myself. I live alone and I can go see my family but I dont particularly like them all that much...
I am just wondering, what do you guys do when fasting? Maybe I'll take up knitting or painting or something to distract me and help me get through the boredom. I love exercising and eating and shopping and going out to eat and sleeping, and on a fast all of those things disappear and I am left with just me, myself and I.
What to do?!?!?
What do you guys do?
Let me know. :)