Trick X Master
Man, I really hope you fully heal Klauss. Do you think you are serious because of purely mental happenings? Such as, maybe the pain and suffering from adrenal fatigue has made it hard to transition to being happy all the time and has opened your eyes to the pain and suffering throughout the world so much that you find it hard to just be the same person you were before?
Or, do you think it is purely physical and not being fully recovered from adrenal fatigue?
I personally am getting better every day. One thing I notice more and more every day is that I am never going to be the same. But I am doing what I can (meditating, enjoying the moments in life) to ensure that I am different in a positive way.