I know, that I wanted to stop responding to your msgs, but reading your trial to attenuate the meaning of your past posts, I just have a suggestion:
In the future it may be a good idea to think well before writing anything remotely controversial and just write facts, that may help someone to get better. This is Curezone - this is not arena for personal intrigues.
Yea .. I already sense you are going to fire back. It is OK, I do not care.
If I were you, I'd just apologize for the controversy you created and move one. It is human to err, as Archus said, it is even more human to apologize. Just be human.