Hi, Just want to say I know what you mean. I have similar issues and have since I was about 12, am 45 now.............it is like a curse to have such a huge charge around eating........that not eating is a reprieve. But I just read a post from Andreas M. where he says that where we are right now is our correct alignment with the universe and that tells me to trust the process. I long for that relief from being overweight and the thin post was so ironic.....I know it is like there is no refuge from the obsession a lot of the time.......I find less stress to help me a lot, to just be present with myself and not compare and judge.

Anyway, WOW seven days, congratulations on that. I'm starting today, so today is day one. I am afraid of not being able to stay on it, but would like to do 10 and will come here for the support. I've done a lot of Liver Flushes and want to continue with that as well.

I wish I had something to say to help you with your topic of the emotional pain and ups and downs of weight and food and wanting to lose. Keep trying, keep coming back to the cleanses..........I crave Sugar and flour and overeating and cheese when I am stressed and exhausted, wich is too often. Also, I have that thing where I want to be perfect and eat perfectly and if I eat like that and then get cravings or hunger I feel so dissappointed...........................it is such an illusion, that if we were at that magic weight we would then feel right in the world, or wouldn't have the emotional struggles we have. If you don't want to be single that can be so lonely, I would comfort with food a lot from that, I did.

How long are you going to do the MC? I'm just starting to read the posts, but wanted to say hey, me too.

best to you!