thank you for your kindness steve (you are a far cry from ill-natured mh) i will try your suggested wording but i thought the wording had to be in the negative for eft to work? i tried it simply, point blank "even though my tumor is bleeding, etc" and with a touch of "why" thrown in "even though i abused myself and didn't care for myself, etc" and it worked for about an hour the bleeding stopped. do i need to repeat the process and should it be different each time?
my docs told me if it started bleeding they could do nothing. similarly i called the hospital er yesterday and they told me pretty much the same thing. further, when i told them i could not sit up or stand without bleeding worse and asked if i could lay down once i got there they told me not unless my vitals were bad. as if that could be the only possible reason a person would need to lay down.
anyway, i thank you