You are a child of God who loves you unconditionally, even when it doesn't feel like it. I will be happy to pray for you. I'm also on a raw food diet in hopes of healing my physical illness. I just did my first Liver Flush
and plan to do more. All the best with your plans for healing.
The phrase "Let go and let God" got me through my deepist Depression
and other trials. Maybe it will help you, too, if you want to try it. Bless you.
God is love, all the time. All the time, God is love.