Andreas Moritz
Dear Brandon
You are certainly re-experiencing traumas of old, from before this life, when you actually took your own life for reasons of incredible hardship and torment. This time, you are given the opportunity to finally transform these (old and new) adversities and grow through them. Although the choice of taking your life is yours and is no reason to feel bad about, being a human being at this time can be very tough, but it wouldn't solve any problems, just postpone them for a while. Your soul memories remain with you wherever you go. And it would actually be far easier and quicker to work it through on the earth plane than on another plane. A Sacred Santemony would be a good starting point, whenever you feel ready.
Medical drugs are a leading cause of brain fog, so are food contaminants such as Aspartame, Splenda, MSG, preservatives, refined foods, frozen dinners, microwave foods, and otherwise processed foods. Another main cause of depression is a disrupted melatonin/serotonin cycle, due to abnormal bedtimes and mealtimes (see my book The Key to Health and Rejuvenation). There are many other pososible factors, such as Candida, mercury in tooth fillings, and especially congestion in the large intestine (supplying nutrients for the brain). When you do liver flushes, one is certainly not going to improve a chronic condition), make certain to finish it with a colonic or colema, otherwise the liver and colon may become overburdened with toxins from stones trapped in the colon.
Andreas