i am DEFINITELY an emotional eater. and quite frankly, it sucks. i hate to admit this guys but i fell off the wagon. and im kicking myself for it. i'm going through REALLY stressful times right now...and i dunno. i just fell off. and while i was falling off this wagon, i realized "damnit, i eat when im stressed or unhappy about something",....problem i just keep on eating. and it makes me sick, but it's so hard. so this is me, trying my best to get back on FOR GOOD. such a small price to pay for getting healthy, but yet it seems like forever. it has also helped me to realize the truth within the saying that it takes a tragedy or some grave news for one to really choose change within their lives and change their ways for their own good. so yeah...wish me luck/pray for me/whatever because i REALLY need this. being this unhealthy is not an option anymore.

love you all so very much, and THANK YOU FROM THE VERY BOTTOM OF MY BOTTOMLESS HEART for being practically the only support i've had for my fasting.

stew