I can't believe how much zoloft started changing my thoughts after only two weeks and at 1/4 of the dose they were building me up to.
I believed if I kept taking it I would harm myself and not feel bad about it. See, it was making me feel better. Making me feel better about suicide. It was so weird.
I spent the next two weeks weening off the small dose and that was hell too. One night I walked off into the dark by myself, came back and threw my dinner accross the room.