I hear you harleygyrl, She says she loves me but her actions don't match. And I WAS in love with her. It's amzing how much you'll endure in that emotional state.
But looking back on my life even when I was young I never could be like the other guys. Had plenty of opportunity but waited until love came along for the sex. And it was great. That relationship didn't work out but it wasn't until I was 23 that I had my second woman. I was in college and didn't realize women actually used sex to trap men. I got trapped. I was rather niave.
I've asked her time and time again why I don't do it for her. She just starts crying and won't talk about it. I've mentioned and suggested counselling but she won't do it. Self help books are great but she won't do that either. I read your post on the Kreidman series. She won't do them.
I've asked her if theres anything I can do - nothing. So I don't know. I have noticed she's showing a little interest since I'm not sleeping with her anymore. But if I give her any genuine love at all she goes away, not interested anymore.
Sex has never been my focus. I just want to see her happy. See her enjoy life a little bit.
Obviously it ain't going to happen in her life as long as I'm in it. Sooooo....I'll take myself out of her life. It would be nice to see her happy though.