Thoughts are indeed things. Thus, we'll see what happens the next few months. The only thing that really changed in me was I quit - I gave up. Enough is enough. So I quit.
Apparently she picked up on that and is responding accordingly. Maybe she really does love me and I'll have that youth love thing with her. Sure would be nice. We'll just have to wait and see.
Thoughts are things was part of the problem I didn't understand because I always saw it perfect and most of the time in the rest of my life that worked quite well but I couldn't make it work at home. Thus, I percieved that God Himself didn't want us together.
Maybe my quitting was the key to waking her up.
Either way, I'll carry on.
One other thing. It's nice to meet some women that aren't users. I was beginning to think women were perfect and men not even worthy enough to be in their pressence.