I don't know how in your mind you ever justified your actions, but causing unjust harm to a human being is an offense against humanity. If you didn't realize the seriousness of your actions before, you do now. So at least do not defend yourself by minimizing your irresponsibility and offense against us all, you mock humanity by doing so AND you offend the integrity of Curezone.
You also diminish your own integrity and offend your conscience (as per poetic justice, your conscience will never let you forget that). Whether you own up to what you've done is your choice, but do not mock humanity or Curezone by defending your actions.