There are some pretty esoteric and advanced souls in this conversation, and I want so much to understand not the words but the background. Not through malice, but recklessness I have hurt others, and at mid-life(or on my last day, who knows?) I grieve for those I wounded as I charged through life. To look back is to turn to stone. So I lurch forward. Surely, there are others stumbling toward Yah, yearning to love as we are loved and deeply sorrowful for those we hurt.