Hi. I'm dying of a parasitic infection I apparently picked up overseas in 1980[!!!!!!!!!!] All this time I've been told I had some weird form of progressive "depression". I've got tons of proof but can't get past the "crazy" label to get treated. It's deseminated now anyway. Since now I actually get worse when I self medicate, I'm pretty sure I'm hyperinfected. Maybe someone will believe me when I'm dead. I hope so. Many others here now infected but in earlier stages of infection. Maybe my death will save them. Won't be able to write much longer. Right now have to take a lot to make even this effort. Such a lonely way to die. A disgusting and shameful way to die. Nice to know others are struggling with this, too. Never quit.