I just have a huuuuge fear that I'll remain ill - and I think that's what's keeping me ill. I've been out of work for 7 months now, I'm waaay into debt, and I don't have permanant housing, so it's scary to think I won't have a life without pain.. :( Or a life at all! I'm too afraid to start healing because I'm fearful of failing and not having a way out!
But it is a foolish thought. If we apply the rules of health and work with Nature.. we can get better.. right..?