oh it's painfully obvious that I am a self absorbed neurotic moody insane depressive and self deluding bastard of all bastards that objectify and treat woman as either something to stick my wiener in or spank the monkey to...
if it's true that our actions reflect upon our current habitual emotions and how we think about ourselves,forget about all the superficial junk i whine and complain about and I often wonder what's really going in in my sub-conscious mind and the source of
all this self-inflicted torture really stems from.
I know I have issues to work on and alot of growing up to do..I guess I know 'what' to
do in order to make real improvement though not really wanting to nor desiring to go through those actions/steps..
boy those beers really cleared my head yesterday lol..slept like baby!