It only stifles you because you do not resonate with
that energy...if you did, you would be licking boots
and whatever else you needed to do to become part of
the club. I'm not sure but to get to the 33rd degree
Mason don't the people have to do dastardly deeds??
Its actually natural to have polarization...the dark
is defined by the light sort of stuff. I consider myself
blessed to not be in the middle somewhere having to
choose. I came in a pacifist...agonizing about stepping
on ants. I got over that but recognize that there are
many worth lighting the way for. As they awaken to this
nature of polarizing, then they either go to the dark
side or resonate with values which oppose the death cult.
When the going gets too rough, just shift into the
also true realization that it is all maya or illusion.
You and I are actually part of one big dance of atoms.
I find that reassuring....
What I find distressing is that there is manipulation
by the dark forces to use chemicals and all sorts of
other methods to suppress polarization and so we are
way out of balance. The dark forces came at the problem
of bringing humans into the fold from another direction
which, imho, is cheating, but who am I to know. I do
think it is wrong, and for now, that is my right.
I pray for Universal Peace and that feels better than
directing my energy to damning the damnable.