i think alot of my frustrations also come about as if i need to hide my
true thoughts/feelings all day long,then come home to let it all out in a dry humping/whack off frenzy lol.It feels like trying to hold in a fart or sneeze all day long,I just get so pent up on some days..it's strange because at the time I may feel
nothing but awkwardness and anxiety but when I get home it's like I indexed everything in my head and have a free for all..(fantasies)
not that it bothers me or anything but in real time it become consuming trying to
..umm..shield such thoughts all day long.
i swear some days I want to rub one out out in the bathroom lol.
i know ,i am horrible.