i would like to add that every time I think about her at night,she
makes me cry horribly..I have no idea why,I just get really emotional
and feel as if someone died or something,the best way I can describe it being
that I am soo careless with my emotions in the first place.
I don't think it has anything to do with her directly but maybe what
she represents to me,i am not really sure but she brings me to my knees,
i know it sounds pathetic.