this is going to get confusing, so bare with me :]
i started orginally on atkins, and got down to 152. I gained about 20 of that back, and was 172 when i started fasting. I did it for a week, and got to the 160's. Went off the wagon, got back on again for another week..this time got in the 150s. Fell off again (I had absolutely NOOO willpower!!) FInally decided if i kept cheating, i would get no where. My goal was to lose this weight for my 21st bday (april 28th) So i re-started at 158, and got to 135-136 in 2 weeks. My goal is 120-125, because even tho im only in the 130's, i look much heavier because i carry all this baby weight in my hips, arms, and thighs. I see other girls my weight and they look so good, but i see my big stomach...big legs...arms...and see so much more work that i need to do. I just want to feel good to be ME
I re-started today, i'm going 2 weeks in hopes i can make this goal of mine. I will tell you, the first few days are horror. Headaches, crankiness, but after day 5 i felt amazing!! If u have it in ur heart to succeed, u truely will. I'l help you. Even after i meet goal, i will continue here to keep me on track. I was just tired of being the fat girl. Feel ashamed. Embarrassed. I hated going out in public. Always very shy, which is NOT me at all. Hated shopping, because everything made me feel gross. That was my primary motivation
heres my before and nows
at almost 190 :[ I was NEVER big like this. I was always in the 120's as a teen, but gained almost 60 pounds with my son, and 20 with my daughter.
During (now) around 136
Turning the big 21 on 4.28.08
Re-start 4.14.08 at 138