thanks guys. I think my main problem is, i kept that weight on after my kids for almost 5 years now, and i just got so used to putting myself down, that i cant see the possitives that ive accomplished. I used to say when i was in the 180s to my friends in the 130's and 140's "man..shut up. Id LOVE to be your size" but now that im in that spot...i just dont "feel" it. I think, honestly, its because i dont necissarily have a lot of fat left on me..its skin. Its only saggy on my lower stomach, but everywhere else...arms, thighs, hips, it looks the same as fat does to everyone else.
Im just trying to accept compliments, and re-train my brain to tell me possitive things when i see myself, instead of saying "omg ang, look at those love handles u still have!" :]
I love this board. Everyone keeps me somewhat sane! Thanks :]