i dont care how justified you think you are in erasing your posts the way you do, it is sabotage to the thread and the forum and a peculiar form of cowardice that i find personally offensive and altruistically sad and pathetic.
i was told by a wise man once that if i think it i might as well say it. if we deny our thoughts, we deny ourselves. but if we own up to who we really are, suddenly we begin to take responsibility for that we have said and done and then have a basis for making those changes that we see fit. we improve. we become who we want to be, not who we are forced to be by our passions, our mistakes and our whims. we become someone we can be proud of, someone we wouldnt mind knowing ourselves. failing to be open and honest is failing ourselves and denying our creator who loves us all.
i look forward to the day when you can stop doing this, for your sake.