Re: Day One urine/water only!
"a key, crowning point of _urine_ fasting is that one is ceding control to the hologram of one's body"
wonderful. So well put, and I think you admitting you have a problem with this ceding control, or possibly with "agreeing" with the body in its doing what it needs to, is the answer to your non-question about the difficulty. The emotional nausea as you put it. That's really perceptive...and bound to be a great help to you. So this is a lot about 'letting go' it seems.
I thank you for your determination in this, and your willingness to chart the map for
us--
for yourself as well, it might be really 'key' of another sort - the spiritual one, so to speak- to write daily about this, as part of the practise-- even if that means
snippets of whatever you can manage. I'm not even suggesting you post them here. Maybe it would be good to begin a blog. Your honest and articulate writings are priceless.
blessings on being such a generous 'test case'.
:-)
Osal
edit:
I am very interested in (for one thing) whether the body can get enough 'water' this way. If not, I gues you'll drink some, and it too will take on the ever-more subtle imprint of what is occurring. I can easily imagine at first there will be some sort of diuretic response, wherein a lot of what has been held will be released.
Plenty of liquid, so far. Then, one is re-ingesting, so the hologram-effect will begin to get stronger and stronger.(I surmise) Some of this emotional nausea (great term ) might then actually (?) be emotional baggage that is being released along with these deeper body stores of water? A question only. But sounds plausible.
Then, as more and more is 'given up' and taken back in, well, I just see it all getting subtler and subtler. It sounds as though your particular journey with this, will be of tremendous use to others who are conscious of the more psycho-spiritual aspects of 'healing' with UT.