After reading all the replies I have to say, "Wow" each one is so full of truth that we can all learn from.I know I needed to hear/read what was said.
I pretty much agree with everything that has been said and could not say it better I know you can do this and guess what you have come so far! Money issues are very hard and adding lonliness and health issues that you have to resolve alone, well it can get pretty discouraging at times.I am not divorsed but I can relate to the feeling alone on the journey to health. You can always post here and we will be here as much as we can and sure its not the same but it is something.
I know right now its so hard to even feel like there is a light at the end of the tunnel but there is. You are as you put it "in special company" on this forum and its so true. In all the years that I have been wandering Curezone I have never see such truth and love and "real advice as I have seen here. This is it and you found it! Just be sure to keep us updated!