thank you so much for your time in replying, you made me laugh quite a bit with your honesty! I have the book I so will get to work reading that. it's very interesting you mention the NERVE FORCE as thats exactly how I feel. no-one has ever described it so simply before but thats how it is. I just don't know how to deal with emotions effectively I guess.
in answer your question about my dental work...I had a gold crown over a root canal removed a few months back. a chiroprator felt is was affecting my muscle strength and gallbladder. I had a porceline one in place of the gold and I still have the root canal in place.