Never say never. People change. Forgive. Breathe.
I understand your frustration. For now do what is appropriate and you will.
Do what you need to do at this moment in time.
I totally agree with you that this behavior has no place in a support forum and Uny will take care of this. Refocus on balance and peace, calm, and your music. Also please, if you aren't already, start singing again. The human voice has much power to heal and in combination with creativity....ZING!
Please take care of yourself. Adrenal issues are best supported with positivity. If you need to disassociate with negative energy then do it and don't look back. Things will look very different when you are healed in this regard.
BTW are you familiar with the amygdala retraining work. Anyone who has adrenal issues would do very well by utilizing this excellent recovery tool. You can re-frame things quickly and as we all know body follows mind. People that use this can shave off lots of time on their healing path.
You are supported.
Say hi to your partner. Give him a hug.