spud you right, you will start to dawn on what is going in our ficticious made world, you work hard to understand and you will. i have saw many youtube gurus , spiritual teachers and they say the same - we are in dangerous crisis for there are 95per cent imagination of effect that hold no life and men force them to repeatition as if a source of life but it is intoxication to our reality, that is the real source of our life: nature of our well being of the body and the vital biodiversity of your neighbor but it is not there so you are forced to have a future or identity to fight for and if you lucky you can laugh at others misiry or sins. i tell you if you looking to find love and life in this fixation you will become piosoned because your life is the vital energy to that springing up into life. all that you force into a defense and become anti- natural is toxic and i analogiced this to alcoholist who enjoys a forced idea into a burden to his body and he ignore the body hard work to overwhelm to harm. now they are telling to stop this evil or we die tortured slowly like that murder of the spoon. i have found that knowing this truth of disillusion is a way to freedom and you laugh too for the repressed become to high free but you have to understand and have conpassion to all lives. the need to hold at what is defending a few, not all of us - this is God work not to our ideas to all of us - is an imagination not out of love at all; and you see egoistic and separation and hating and killing beast of what the prophets intuated. it is very deliberitive to know the disillusions. when the poor is threatened then they have to look into imagination as a defense to defeat the enimy - ideas come out as a source of salvasion. but this when it destoys our very nature we will be killing ourselves and hope of more and more defense out of the same system that is killing us and you are the poor who care. So we have to fight for what is natural before it is too late but they are promissing more invention as a way to salvation. so what do you believe of which way? it is all in the youtube and they confuse you what way you chooce. it is God or Satan. if tech/art do not preserve livings because it is the tools that exploit and make us of raw resources to your imaginations and sick fantacy and delirious pleasure it is of Satan. are we blind to see the effects that fools you? God is laughing. do you hear that