I can have love by giving it ; I can have joy by giving it; I can have trust by giving it
; i can have kindness by giving it .....or I can have anger by giving it ; i can have evil by giving it, cruilty, misiry, disturbance, sickness, yes i can have a hell by giving it. What you choose of them. the spirit is one but can be evil out of hell, the devils. if you look for joy to have it you projects the opposite that is no-joy inside you, the same with love , peace, and if you look for hate, torture, what is the opposite?