"Some day every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. That includes everyone on this forum even you. You may not believe it now, but someday you will. That's why it's such a good idea to really seek what is the truth and not just create in your mind what you would like to believe and tell that to yourself over and over until you have completely brainwashed your mind into believing this nonsense."
You are free to believe this, this is what you have told yourself again and again, until it appears to me that you are the one brainwashed with nonsense. You have chosen to believe this story of god and jesus, I choose not to. I simply do not believe as you do, I don't wish to change your beliefs, they are yours. I have tried to understand them, but have seen no rational answers to the questions I have asked. Therefore I can only conclude that there is no rationality in your religion, and your beliefs are not based on evidence, they are based on your willingness to believe a story, your faith.
If this is what works for you, great. This is not the truth for me.