you have to be ouside the holding, the box in order to feel yourself your own being or to have your soul in your body - the body is the shadow in the box trapped by the exploitive demaning hungry blind spirit of the crowd. you are in the crowd and not knowing the different; that is your being is the crowd so the evil force is in you and your feeling it not good - rebelliuos and peaceless, joyless, sick, Godless. it is like you are in cold water and you do not feel the water but the cold and you are angry and want to forget the pain by the tricks of the minds. but you are responsible for not getting out of the water and get warm feeling from your God. this is the truth spud? your mind in fear goes forward fast and ignore the feeling or the good energy to life, the healthy natural power and sensitivies of present livings and you include. why? what do you want a friend, to be loved? show them the truth and if they do not love, feel free, do not feel lonely!!!!!! the 95 per cent of shit will be less and less and GOD will be in your protection and in ours as well and at the end we will join - I will open the door for you. Have Fun!
spud!!!! bless you!!!