I, too, would encourage you (if you feel it's for you) to look into natural means of helping yourself to become well.
I was very sick, almost had to quit my job (I'll spare you the details of the illness). Through a series of twists and turns I'm beginning to feel a lot better! If you decide to take this route, you'll find much support here at Curezone.
Aside from the other CureZone Forums already mentioned, for me personally, Barefoot Herbalist has helped me immensely and I threw out all my vitamin supplements and now use only supplements from nature - MH's herbs. To try to follow nature more closely is the key - and the biggest challenge, living in today's world.
"As far as killing ourselves, collectively is exactly what I meant. We all enjoy driving our cars, flying in those airplanes, and using our various plastics and materials made by big corporations.
We're all guily in one way or another.'
I agree, to a point - yes, we often make choices that are killing us. We can also make choices that give life, and as we make more and more life-giving choices, amazing things begin to happen.