Your posts are just about the most valuable ones I've read on this forum. You're able to share your personal experiences right from your heart. I'm hoping that you're able to get out of there soon and please know that we're all rooting for you. I've been sending positive intentions your way and will continue to.
It looks like our wish for this forum to be supportive is coming true; over the past 24 hours a lot has changed. I'm soooo glad that it will be a place where you can continue to share your experiences with us.
It takes incredible courage to face the truth instead of living in denial like many of those around you and I admire you very much.
Please continue to take care of yourself the best you can and please keep posting here when you're able to!