I believe you. I have seen others come
to Curezone and have a rocky start and
fit in fine after they figure it out.
If you had been here in the past, you
might be better able to understand why
we work harder to enforce the boundaries
and encourage respect of self and others.
It is part of the healing process.
I really do hope things work out for you
especially since you said you do have
health issues you would like to improve.
That is what brought me to Curezone. There
is a wealth of information and people here,
and hopefully, you can find benefit in
seeking out both.