I wrote this post a year ago and just came across it tonight. Wow.. I can't even comprehend the way I was thinking a year ago. The negativity has pack up and moved out. I am free. The way I turned it around was with awareness and total honesty, maybe soul searching. I am happy to say my body it healthy, my thoughts are clear and I have a much better understanding of who I am and about myself. I accept myself. My soul has challenged me to grow by all the lessons I have experienced.
I can't wait to see what I can do in the next year!