Re: Feeling Depressed and Suicidal
I have been in your shoes and many times feel no on cares and that death would certainly be better than suffering, but after I found a cure for my many health problems I was indeed glad I survived.
Being powerless and helpless is some of the worse feelings in the world. Being in the world alone and not know which way to turn is worse. But in the end death is not the answer. Wanting to stop the pain can only be worsen by acting or playing God.
I had to accept that I was placed in this situation for a reason and that it was a test to see my real strengths. Each time I became stronger and each time I survived. Sometimes you have just got to realize that you are in this situation to cleanse your entire body of sins, clogs and damage being done to the body thru bad habits or wrong foods.
What I did was search for a cure. I prayed and asked Allah to cure me and he did. The things I did was not any prescribed regime but one that was unique to my situation.
I may suggest you are doing the wrong regime for your illness and instead of looking for more doctors you may need to go back to nature. Drew Carey got rid of his diabetes with giving up carbs.
Mike Adams of Natural News. com got rid of his diabetes by going on a strick vegan diet. Many others have eliminated cancers by following a no processed or packaged diet.
Depression can come from many things and
Sugar is one. In the end no one can stop you from killing yourself except for you. I know as I attempted suicide many times.
I have Epstein Barr Virus and it causes extreme depression. I felt worthless and I felt all alone and I could not walk. I had to crawl on my hands and feet to the bathroom. I could not leave the home or go shopping. I had panic attacks and could not read the newspaper. Could not watch tv as I had to decide which channel to choose. I got better and I survived only to get MS. I cured MS naturally with a diet free of junk.
I am not saying your case is the same but I am saying there is always a better solution. Most people who want to commit suicide, do not really want to die. They just want someone to care if they are gone. I never wanted anyone to tell me what to do, I just wanted someone, somewhere to listen.
I hope you turn to God and cry your heart out and ask for an answer to your problem. He is there and he is listening.
Sara