Ok I got lost. I am back again. You know, I Keep wandering back to this site, then I get overwhelmed sometimes & fall again. I am sure I am not the only one?
I still don't know where to start or how to? Well, I kinda do. I don't need my hand held, I am a strong person, but I wouldn't mind someone pointing me in a direction of where to start or what I should focus on to help me heal?
hmmm where am I at? Well, everything in that post I did is still the same pretty much. Oh, I had gall bladder issues and got that removed, not sure how I feel about that since I have gained weight and not felt right since - but at least that pain is gone. That was in January (6 months ago) At that same time during my surgery I was told I wheezed my whole way through it, they had a lot of trouble trying to wake me after. I was told that I had CoPD. So.....I have quit smoking - I have cut back the drinking a lot. I am starting to get back into my teas again - yay me.
Slow but steady, baby steps I am getting there. I am still curious about what is best for depression, lupus, CopD, and well I also have Trichotillomania (hair pulling - I pull my hair in various places, including my eyelashes & brows - have none right now :( )- ack, I need to stop that asap too as it's destroying me. Oddly enough, I finally got the courage to have gone to TWO doctors about it lately & they just look at me like I am a m*o*o*n. They didn't offer suggestions or anything....???
I am not crazy, and can be such a fun person - I just need a little oompft. Maybe some detoxing? or try a fast or cleanse? I am not sure.