I can totally understand how you feel. I've been going through this for 9 years. I've had 13 jobs since the odor started. It really does beat you down. I've spent every extra cent on trying the one thing I think will work. Thousands $$. Then I came apon something that changed everything. An ozonator. This small machine adds ozone to water, adding an extra oxygen molecule to the water. This therapy has been around for over a thousand years, but for some reason, hasn't caught on like it should. These machines can be bought on eBay for anywhere between 50 and 70 dollars. Do some research on ozonated water online and it will explain how it works. Please,please try it. It can really turn your life around. (3 12oz glasses ozonated for 15 minutes, once in the morning and once at night). Let me know how your doing. derek