I'm sorry you are so depressed about this. I know exactly how you feel. It is a really humiliating condition. I've had it for 9 years. I've tried many things over the years, and nothing has worked. Until now. After a lot of research on ozone, I bought a portable ozonator(ebay$73). I ozonate 3 glasses in the morning(15 mins. Each glass). My odor has improved greatly. I really hope you take this information and use it. Good luck and don't give up! ;-)