Your Guardian Angel is working for you, as you have come to the right place where REAL help is on hand.
I assume you have the Barefoot herbs, (LBB/PWA/LG-Cleanse) have been reading EVERYTHING he has, particularly book 1 and the 108 pages.
Getting out of your environment is a great idea.
you live in Phoenix. You are close to the Tree of Life in Patagonia.
See if you can get over there, and spend some time at the tree of life. It is the most conducive environment to healing on the planet. They are pricey for accommodation, but if you are strapped for cash you can live out of your car, and just enjoy their green juices, and raw food meals which are not badly priced.
A week or two of this and the herbs, and you should be seeing light at the end of the tunnel.
Persistence and diligence towards your goal will see you getting there.
email me privately if you need any further insights.
I have been where you are, and used this forum and its methods to totally turn my world around. You can do it too.