I know...I felt MUCH better by Tuesday. My energy had come back and I was allright again.
I am, however, a little apprehensive about subsequent flushes, because frankly...the recent retrace from 22-24 years old was relatively easy to what I face next if my theory holds true.
From ages 12-21 life was pretty much a cesspool minefield for me. In fact, as a defense mechanism, I have literally forgotten a whole lot of it. I mean BIG chunks of time simply missing from my mind.
The body holds onto this stuff until we die, I'm convinced, unless we release and deal with it.
Honestly, I am a little frightened at what I will find. But, I will not run away nor will I stop flushing. I want to be free from my tobacco addiction (which for me is entirely emotional). I want to be free of asthma, allergies, depression, etc.
I just want to live free and pass on a well-balanced and healthy lifestyle to my little son. I owe him that.