I think we would all love to hear how you deepened into the spirit, even if it is a pm. I know I would love to.
I read a few of your back posts and this is such a dramatic change from how you were feeling not long ago. I'm so happy for you that God is using you, but I believe you when you say it has been a tough road.
I hope I am not pressuring you to share when you are uncomfortable to do so. It just seems like things are hard and you need support.
Father God, thank you for Insight, and the hard journey she has made towards being your soldier. Thank you that she has had the blessing of experiencing being a part of real healing. Jesus please give her your peace and open your word to guide her to you. Let all of us here be her sisters in Christ and let us all support each other to be what you want us to be. Lord we hope to develop more of a sense of your presence Lord. We want to believe Lord that all things are possible through you. Grant us the gift of faith Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.
Do you have a prayer partner or a good church that supports you?