I am excited because God seems to be helping me find what I need. I guess I planted a seed a few weeks back at the church I was going to. I have been looking for a spirit filled prayer meeting for a long time, but just kept going to sunday service hoping something would happen. I realized I was allowing myself to not get what I need. So I asked person after person at the church about finding or forming a spirit filled group. They wanted that but other members of the church were resistant and that attempts always fizzled out. They all spoke in someday terms but were not willing to try now.
So I went to visit a new church the past two weeks that is closer to what I want and then today, while I was driving I saw it, a new spirit filled church called "The Outpouring". So no more dry soil in Lancaster. I've listened now to a few sermons online from them and I think they are my new church, but the other one is good too.
Plus I just met this man who I shared his testimony with all of you and will be meeting with to pray. So the seed I thought fell on rock has grown a harvest of 2 churches and a prayer partner/mentor. Praise God!
Best of all I feel that word on forgiveness is deepening and connecting up in me. I want to grow past the baby christian level and truly be closer to God through service and devotion. I feel like the stumbling blocks are clearer now. I want more of God and that means killing off more of my flesh. For me that is a need for control and to much self reliance. I turn to my reasoning before I turn to God for direction.
Thank you that I can share this excitement with you.