Thank you for your kind post.
I do respect what you are saying, about words not being trustworthy. If you knew what I wanted to say to V you would see it isn't interpretable. It is something about her that the lord showed me. Something visible that cant be denied. Even still I delayed talking to her about it trying to wait until we knew each other better, but then she was saying that she was leaving. Which clearly is fine to go, but I started to feel regret that I had never gotten to tell her what happened. It isn't a huge word, just a small one, but I still feel I wasn't obedient.
My goal in returning to cure zone last month was to be a witness for Christ.
I imagine I will be on cure zone at least a bit just not on this page much so we may cross paths again. Thanks for taking the time to reach out.
I appreciate everyone's kindness.
Oh today in my prayer time, I had this really lovely image of myself with God and Jesus standing as if in prayer together at an altar. We were huddled together the way we do when we pray for each other and then the holy ghost was like a banner wrapped around all of us. I am consciously trying to create images that create greater love and connection with God, so I have no idea if that was just my little intellect or what, but I love it. I was able to run up the stairs in my house today for the first time in 2 years. So again just a really great day.