Grace, thank you for putting your heart into all that. Had it been true that I have a youtube page out there filled with hate, you would be right to come to me and discuss this. Maybe whoever is responsible for that page, will get this message. But it's not me. I don't have a youtube page. I've never even made a comment anywhere on youtube.
And although horrible things happened in my family from being a part of a false church, I am not angry about what happened. I've said many times in my life that I'm thankful for what I went through. It did open my eyes, and God gave me and my family immense grace through it all. My mom is still a part of the false church I grew up in, and I love her to death. We are very close, and I'm not angry with her. I just want her out of it, and I pray for her unceasingly. But we don't argue over it, and I don't try to force her out of it. I know it will have to be God's doing and I rest in that.
I also didn't suffer like many I know growing up in that church. I came out pretty unscathed. My worst experience with it all was just the years I suffered thinking I wasn't good enough to be saved. But I could have experienced that in lots of churches out there, not just the one I grew up in.
I'm not saying I don't have any issues with anger ever. I do. It's just not in this area. I don't go around every day filled with anger over the word of faith movement. I have a few rantings on here about it, but that's about it.
God is showing me, as He always does, where change needs to happen with me. I am a work in progress no doubt, and I've got a long long way to go.
And I do believe he also sends us others to talk to us sometimes, especially where there is blatant sin going on. So I appreciate your concern Grace, and you following your conviction to talk to me.
But I promise, I have no youtube page. I'd like to see what you are talking about though. Was it under the name Vektek?