I've been dealing with similar problems for a long time.
There is only one thing that can help you, and that's turning to Jesus Christ.
A lot of the stuff on this site will help little things here and there, but nothing on this site has been able to overcome what I'm dealing with, and some stuff was just flat-out bad advice.
There are a lot of sick people here, but as long as you think it's in your power to overcome your disease, you will continue striving, trying this and that, etc. And who knows?, maybe your illness will go into some sort of remission, and you'll feel empowered and as though you have control over your life.
But maybe you'll try this and that, and it won't work, and you'll try more options, and then what does help you starts harming you, and you'll loose more and more safe options, until you have nothing left at all. Just a fearful prospect while stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Or you'll have a crisis, or several, that brings you seemingly on the brink of death.
And then you'll realize that no herb, or pill, or cleanse, or therapist, or doctor, or device, or all the money in the world, or anything in the world at all can help you in those moments. Nothing can help in THOSE moments, except GOD.
Then you'll either quit, or you'll start seeking help directly from the Great Physician and Creator himself.
I'm not saying any of this to be cynical, but in my experience it's reality, and I had to learn the hard way - and my learning continues.
It's completely in God's hands.
It would have been great if I would have known this years ago, but I had to go through much suffering before I started realizing this.
The good news is that it is ALWAYS God's will for us to be healed. And apparently he isn't going to heal you because you're good, and he's not going to withhold healing because you're bad. It has nothing to do with you, but rather, everything to do with what Jesus Christ did for us all 2000 years ago.
Now, I'm not saying any of this just to make you or anyone who reads this post feel good. A lot of people have "spirituality" and "religion" and all kinds of things that are absolutely useless when you need POWER in your life. Things like "Chicken Soup for the Heart" or whatever those books are called won't do jack squat when you're in extreme pain and panicking.
It's in those moments that we need REAL POWER flowing into our lives. REAL POWER from the CREATOR. The same POWER of the HOLY SPIRIT that split the Red Sea, and rose Jesus from the dead.
Start reading the Bible, which is the written Word of God.
Here's a quote that I found helpful, that puts it into perspective:
"The Word of God is more powerful than you could ever comprehend - more than a nuclear bomb, a supernova, or a black hole." - Ron Daniel
Jesus Christ made many radical statements in the Gospels, especially in John, imo. The most radical statements that I've ever seen from anyone ever actually.
Now, I'm not saying you can't try suggestions here; by all means, if you have an inclination about something, go for it.
But these things can only be helpful.
Get to know Jesus Christ. He can actually completely deliver and restore you.
Read the Bible, KJV if you can. Start renewing your mind.
You've probably heard it all before, but so what. You need help and HE can do it above what anything else can.