i feel the same way, theres really nothing anyone can tell u as of now that will instantly fix this. you just have to fight through it, you have to be strong. mind over matter. you can try leaving it alone, or not leaving alone in hope that some other cure will come around some day, but for now just man up and dont let this condition beat you. work on everything else you have going for you. accept that this is just a part of your life, its a challenge you have to deal with.