the docs have all said they have no ideas wtf this is. they have pretty much given up. there just going to do some allergy tests and also check my hormones and also run some more blood test. they said theyve tested for so many things there running out of options.
theyve said the biopsy has been anaylzed alot. and has only showed chronic crusting and also chronic inflammation. there's no sign of viral or warts so i dont know what was the go with liloo. but anyways.
so the whole dermo team has unfortunately said maybe its just a localized skin issue for example a chronic wound that can't heal. they said they want me to wash the lips with saline water and keep them moist all the time and there going to give me some creams. they said unless you have a new disease unfortunately in life some things like this happen. they told me even the boss's said dont let the crusts build up it actually delays healing.
in a nut shell theyve said your going to have to treat it and try move on with your life and try live a normalish life!
iv tried everything and im so tired and exhausted. i tried my best for myself and also for you guys! im sorry i have failed but this was my last roll at the dice! unfortunately its fell on red instead of black i guess thats just life!!!
ill stick around on the forum for the next few days while im in hospital but next week once they discharge me that will be it for me. ill probs just check the forum once every month or something.
im going to try aldera again. and also going to try the indian guys theory. i now think if that indian dude leaves his lips alone his ec comes back. maybe ec is just chronic chapped lips whihc dry out easy. maybe our body stopped producing its own lubricant when we were always applying lip balms and one day when we didnt apply it it broke up dramatically! who knows ec is a big mystery!
its been great knowing some of you guys i guess ill talk for the next few days while im in hospital!
lifes going to be hard for me! i guess the only thing i can do is hold my head up high knowing i gave it a good fight actually the best fight i could!
good luck guys!!! i hope one day somebody finds the real cure to ec!