I really think the first thing all you have to do is stop to put the blame on yourself... That's the first step
I really know how is to got some problems. When I talked to the first dermatologist he just said " It's Cheilitis, it uses to be choronic" and said to use a sun protector that didn't helped. So I asked if it could be contagious and he said: "It don't use to be"
That guy wasted me, I started to cry every day for tree weeks, It started in the same season that I met I girl that I wanted, it's just so f*cking umbelievable
I started to get really revolted, I use to listen to songs like Hatebreed-Perseverance ou To the theresold with tears in my eyes, this make me fight, that's were I found some strenght
The time you have that has nothing to do with the cure, there is something that causes it, and maybe using all these drugs that we put we are working only in the appearence of the lips, but not the cause, the cause is from the inside... Only yourself can find...
We must admit that we are powerless over the problem and we must rely on the help of a higher power, is a good way to take the weight off the back