Re: Evolving Bromhidrosis?
Badluck Beauty-
Reading your post makes my heart go out to you. We are similar in many ways.
I am sorry to hear that you were born with this and of your family's behavior. They should support you and be there for you because this is not your fault. You did not wish for this nor deserve this. If they won't be there then we on this forum will ( granted its not the same).
I now weight 107 lbs after taking out the gluten, dairy, eggs, and a bunch of other foods. It sucks because sometimes I just wish to eat normally like everyone else.
I too have a boyfriend, 3 months now. Sometimes I wonder why he is with me. His motives seem real and he seems to genuinely care. I keep praying to God that he guides me with this new venture. I don't want to be used or taken advantage off....its always in the back of my mind.
I am a pretty woman too, everyone says so and ask me why I haven't had boyfriends or have friends to hang out with. Why do they ask this if they can smell me and know why? I too am afraid at times to go out and would not want to put people through any discomfort. Its hard to see people just do normal everyday things when for me it seems like a difficult task to even buy groceries. This just makes me feel ugly and disgusting at times.
You are not being negative...its just that sometimes when we have so much it feels so overwhelming that we need to let our true feelings out. You are allowed to feel frustrated, sad, and angry. You have so much going on girl that I will be praying for you. Its easy to give up on life when there are so many things or people against you. However don't give up....get back up and keep trying. Through the tears and anger keep thinking that you have a purpose in this world.
If you ever need to talk here or even over the phone let me know. Its not everyday that I find people within my age group that are going through similar issues and will truly understand me. You are in my prayers girl.