oh man you have a lot of problems lol..
im a 15 yro old now and its been 3 yrs since i had this crap..
i had my first gf when i was 11(too young isnt it)
and i love her so much. but i think letting her go was the best..because she dont deserve a guy like me.. well thats life sometimes you're in up and sometimes you're down..but one thing is important.. just dont lose faith in god because im sure he had a good reason why he made our life like this..we wont live like this forever..im sure he had a better plan for us..just trust in him..